can someone help me i think that i'm lost here.

i feel exhausted.
keeping myself alive with greasy fat-dripping pizza, chinese junk food and vanilla coffee these days. i've got a terrible headache, my eyes are sore, my ears hurt and i am so tired. also tired of cramming japanese all the time. i feel bad about the exam no matter how many times i go over the whole stuff.

but lookie, me bought corny, pink little candles for my birthday on friday. ^_^ they reminded me of my childhood so i just *had* to buy them although i have no idea yet where to stick them into. maybe i should make some cake or muffins and afterwards throw them at random people or at those people who try to annoy me with this whole happy birthday-jazz.

by the way, i am totally obsessed with the o.c. right now. i can't get this stupid theme song (california by phantom planet) outta my head.
california, here we come...la-di-daa